Joe Guyer Obituary, Death Cause – Time slipped away too fast, and I never had the chance to mend our relationship, to apologize for my angsty teenage outbursts, and to thank you for being my guiding light through dark times with the refuge of books. As I reflect on the past, the void in my heart grows deeper, and the ache it brings is unlike any pain I’ve ever experienced. Oh, how I still need you, my father, for you are the only one I will ever have. But, I struggle to comprehend why fate played its hand so harshly. The questions linger, unanswered.
Life is an unpredictable journey, and in its depths lie hidden battles that may never come to light. You were not able to meet sweet Lucah, the one with eyes resembling grandpa’s when he smiles – a meeting that you were so looking forward to. Today, I find myself without you by my side, unable to walk me down the aisle, and give me away on my special day. The absence of your guidance leaves me adrift in moments when I need help, like fixing things or seeking a handyman’s advice. The simple act of sending you pictures of cows, once a cherished bond, is no longer possible.
In every thought and memory, you remain a cherished presence. You were more than just a parent; you were a friend and a confidant. Life’s trials and tribulations seemed surmountable with you by my side. Yet, as time carried us forward, I never fully grasped the battles you faced internally, the ones that remained concealed behind your smiles and laughter. Now, with you gone, I am left grappling with the regrets of the unsaid, the undone, and the unexplored. The weight of the unspoken words hangs heavily on my soul.
In the quiet moments, I find myself yearning for the chance to turn back the clock, to seize the opportunities that slipped away, and to express the emotions that I held back. Regret and longing intertwine as I wish for one more chance to say how much you meant to me.
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